Everything is going great!!!
Just wanted to pop in and let you all know, I love you, and I am thinking of you!!
Things are going great!! I am feeling good!!
The did blood work yesterday, and my white blood cell count is a bit low, so they told me to take a bit of extra care with getting around peeps with colds, a bit more washing my hands, getting enough rest.
But that it should bump right back up in a couple days.
Today I brought a pic of me and billy(one from the last tour) in to show the nurses all there.

I received such a wonderful surprise yesterday. A dear friend, mailed to me a box of pure love.
Filled with the most beautiful things.
One was a little box, with carvings so unique and beautiful like I had never seen before.
And when I took the box in my hands, it just vibrated with such strong glorious love, and I knew at that moment, my friend had infused this little box with love, power, healing majik, and light!
I could feel it, it was like electricity shooting through my whole body!! It was full of love, healing and power. It made me tingle all over.

So I go out and get the mail today and get a letter confirming my CT, PET and MRI scan w/instructions!
YaY!
With a date for the results! March 2nd. I will get the great news before Billy's bday!!
It will be the end of this journey! Woo Hoo!!
No, things will never be the same, and I dont expect them to be, no, they are better than they ever were or ever will be!
Im a changed woman!
So funny the doctor at the Radiology place is a Pumpkins fan hahahhaha
:)

Microwaving went great! 12 more treatments and Im done with that!!
Woo Hoo!
I didn't sleep much last night, no reason why, so I sure am sleepy now.
Just wanted to let you know how it went.
love you all
xo xo

The miracles have begun!!!
I went for lab work, and a doc appt today. Saw my doc and told him how its been going, how Im doing.
And he said it is shrinking!!!
The cancer is responding exceptionally well!!
YES!!!!
I have gained weight, my doc was impressed and happy his nurse sitting there was impressed and happy!!
and check this out
he said after this next round he is doing the scans AND then talking treatment, not chemo, after chemo treatment i.e. no more chemo!!!
Im on cloud 9!! I am escatic...
just like I have been all along!
hahahahha
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You're the greatest you know!!!

Something special about the dawn, and it seems when I was working I was never up to see it, ever, I let the alarm start my day.
Which all that did was set my day to an irritating tone.
Vibration baby, it all about vibration.
So...today...as the dawn nears, and the morning sun gets ready to open his sleepy eyes, this fits so perfect, and I will sing it happy like I always have, I love it so!
Lyric by Zwan

Sing with me!

Lyric
here comes my faith to carry me on
a faith, not a grave
a fight to to stay strong

did you see me sneak into the SP chat last night?
heh
It was colder than shit today! brrrr
The wind was swirling, the fallen dead leaves looked like they were dancing on the road rushing underneath my wheels.
Radiation at 1:40 done by 2:03 nice!
The nurse there asked me "how is the pain?" and I said "What pain?, I've never had any pain in my hip?"
:)
I didn't read any more into it, maybe some think I should, but I don't think so. Why?
No need.
:)
I am feeling awesome! Sure a bit hard to breathe still, still coughing quite a bit too.

After I wrote that blog this morning. My mind was just spinning. I was ravenous, I don't think I have ever been as hungry as I have been today in my whole life. And its not like I haven't been eating, I have been. But stocking up on the vitamins was an idiot move at this point, I just didn't need them.
There is yet another golden beautiful aspect to this that dawned on me today while I was just sitting talking with my family.

Maybe you have heard this before, by Abraham-Hicks, I may have posted it as well.
Well Ive never been one to pussy foot around things, and I never will, I call them like I see them.
Not with the feelings of others, however, I am a compassionate, loving person, so I will go out of my way not to hurt anyone. That is very important to me. But I wont lie to anyone, or sugar coat things just to placate whatever is hurting them, I will lay it on the line in order to maybe help them through whatever they may be going through.
In hopes that maybe one day they would do me the same kindness.

The Everlasting Gaze We need your strength, now more than ever!!