This is just so beautiful, I wanted to share it with all of you asap, but wanted to get his permission before I did.
It is so very loving and I have as my wallpaper on my comp and have it beside me at all times.
:)
With all I am thank you Saeed
I love you much!!

Roxanna

Never will there be a creature like you,
Nor was there ever.
To hold your hand is to hold on to love,
Your words spoken, come from a place up above.

They circle this world, guiding it's turn.
You're what keeps this world from dying.
You're what keeps this world enlightened
You're all the love in this world.

Woo Hoo!! One round done, got lab work done, and my white blood counts etc, etc., are normal. Also got my first microvave(radiation treamtment).
Forgive me everyone, I have been hyper emotional since yesterday, and I dont know why.
hahahha
oh my stars,
hahahaha
Hypersensitive Vibrational Realist that I am.
LOL
I am so just so very happy though, I feel great!! dam I love it SOOOO much.
Yes I can honestly say I kicked this week in the ass!!
:)
Just like I knew I would! No doubt!
Onward and Upward!
No limits!
:)
I love you all
each and every one of you.

Everything went extremely well :)
I kicked ass!
hahahaha
My daughter went with me too,she got to hang out with me. I got a wig for free just as a back up Just covering my bases,
a black long haired one, you cant tell the difference in color and not to much in style.
My nurse today told me about a place that gives wigs away to all cancer patients, so that was really great!
I also got a port, where the iv needle just stays in, so tomorrow I wont have to get stuck again.
So cool!
I love it!
But the trippiest thing happened(nothing to do with my chemo).

Hello everyone
just wanted to give you an update, I went for my radiation screening today, they marked the spot on my hip where they will do the radiation put tape on the marks and sent me home. They will call with when the get it all set up and with an appointment time.
So tomarrow is my first chemo treatments, at 9am then on thurs, and friday then off for two weeks.
They said my hair might fall out after the first treatment! Yikes I havent even got a wig yet.
LOL
But I just wanted to let you all know.

Maybe its to do with when I was born (Monday 8am) I dont know. But today arrives and I feel the excitement of a fresh new week beginning. It has been a very very long time since I didnt have to jump up and run out and beat the pavement for a job, or search the internet and apply for positions online. And it FEELS GREAT!!!! That I dont have to!!

She was born at 12:17 on a Monday, just minutes after midnight. I was born on a Monday too, only at 8am.
:)
I conceived on Mother's Day and she was supposed to be born on Valentine's Day, but I slipped on some ice on Christmas at my Granny's house which made her come a bit early.
:)
Two months before I had her, I seen three separate rainbows in the sky and so her Native American name is Three Rainbows.
:)
She is everything I ever wanted in a daughter and ten times more that I ever dreamed.
She is named after her Great Great Great Grandmother who had immigrated from Ennis, Ireland.

Hello Everyone
I have made a decision so I wanted you all to be the first to know. Since I dont have medical insurance, and the Cancer Treatment of America doesnt accept medicaid(Im applying for it now) and does accept medicare but that wont kick in for 2 years. I have decided not to try to go to the Cancer Treatment Center of America.
Instead I will go for the radiation/chemo here.
If you still wish to donate to me I have left the donate button up, for medical expenses that medicare doesnt pay for,ect.

Just a small update. I took my mom to the doc yesterday she is disable and was having some back pain and so we went to check it out. I was thinking maybe a bladder/kidney infection or whatever. Her doc she has had for years, when I got my diagnosis she had called him thinking he may be able to help. So when he seen me he asked me how I was doing and I told him about it, and he said 'that kind of cancer is very responsive to chemo" so WoW another totally unrelated doc also said what my radiologist said.
:)
and he said that is very encoraging.
:)

This is a song written and performed by Billy Corgan.
17
17 seconds of compassion
17 seconds of peace
17 seconds to remember love is the energy
behind witch all is created
17 seconds to remember all that is good
17 seconds to forget all your hurt and pain
17 seconds of faith
17 seconds to trust you again
17 seconds of radiance
17 seconds to send a prayer up
17 seconds is all that you need

Around July of this year, I was drawn to life changing knoweldge. It changed everything I am, my life, and life as I know it.
The knowledge was inspired through Abraham-Hicks, through Esther Hicks.



Now please let me emphasize, Abraham-Hicks is/was and will always be a spring board, a doorway, to my own Inner Being's voice, and it is from my own Source, my own Inner Being that I receive guidance, knowledge.