Great News in the Mail

So I go out and get the mail today and get a letter confirming my CT, PET and MRI scan w/instructions!
YaY!
With a date for the results! March 2nd. I will get the great news before Billy's bday!!
It will be the end of this journey! Woo Hoo!!
No, things will never be the same, and I dont expect them to be, no, they are better than they ever were or ever will be!
Im a changed woman!
So funny the doctor at the Radiology place is a Pumpkins fan hahahhaha
:)
loves my tattoo and had me show it off to this guy, another pumpkin lover today, so I got to brag about all of you, and Billy too, what a glorious day!
My mom was playing some Elvis, now please I am not dissing Elvis, I dont partiuclarly care for his music but that is just my preferance. But she had "Don't Be Cruel" on and that song just cracks me the hell up, it is the jordanaires going "bop, bop, bop". My mom was in the bathroom, and me and my daughter were in the living room. Well I busted out laughing but had to muffle it or my mom would of got majorly pissed. My mom is 69 years old disabled on oxygen and she is bipolar. Well that would of just sent her off the edge.
So I ran to the back door and opened and laughed out there. Then walked back in the front room, as the song was nearly over, well my daughter, put the song on reply, holy shit and there it went again, now I had the fucking giggles.
I kept running to the back door and then I would come back after getting control and my daughter would replay it again. I kept telling her quit but she was just quietly laughing her head off. My mom not knowing at all what was going on.
My daughter did this about 5 times before my mom came back into the front room. Thankfully my mom didnt catch me.
*whew*
Sitting there I realized, woah I was running, and laughing and laughing and wasnt even breathing hard, what a trip because not but a few weeks ago I could hardly breathe at all much less laugh or run!!!!
Dam I knew I could beat this oh yes, me/the doc/my daughter/and all of you are co creating a big huge ass miracle oh yes we are. Thank you all so very very much for all your thoughts prayers, posts, love, support!! I love that thread more than you can imagine. For the first time in my life I feel loved!!!
I love you all
xo xo